Want You To Be

Its gettin' kinda hard to go what I'm going through Kinda scary, don't know what I'm gonna do They say K go  and count your blessins fool Its like you cant see whats right in front of you No shit bitch I'm down and depressed Lost and stressed, a broken mess I need a vest and a gauge thats chopped And take my rage to these crooked cops Cuz iv really lost my phsyce Wanna grab a mask like my name was Mikey And take an axe to the leaders of the pack Cuz its ones with recognition that are holdin you back Cuz sometimes its hard to see who the villain be Theres a knife in my back and its killin me Bout to pull it out and go on a killin spree Never forget friends can turn to enemies You let em in close it ain't hurt the same Used up as a tool on the search for fame In my room every night like is it worth the pain Cuz I dont wanna end up Like Kurt Cobain Rappers nowadays just wanna make noise Get a gold chain, jacked on roids They soundin like a joke by Christopher Lloyd Just cut the autotune let me hear your voice like Enterin the game I'm strapped like Neo Better tuck your chain cuz I'll snatch like D-bo Got a ratchet bitch and she strokin on my ego She bad and boujee but I aint no migo (Uhhhh) I don't know what to do I Feel so fuckin Lost I just wanna make it And I dont care what the cost Everyday I drop these bars like Shawshank Yet I feel cast away like Tom Hanks Buried underground in this shit and it fuckin stanks Got my own sound and I'm clawing up the fuckin ranks Take my shank put it to their neck Oh so now your gonna show some respect I told you once  i had these killers on deck And when we finish here you wont soon forget I'm gonna make it theres no way to stop it I told you once that im fuckin toxic A mind full of conflict I fuckin lost it Found myself deep in the tropics I walk this path of self destruction I just wanna do it without disruption My mindstate broken, full of corruption Theres a volcano in me , fear the eruption