in my quiet place.

Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you yeah yeah Lately I been terrified Of my mind Of my thoughts How they carry lies Say it's okay to show emotion then bury mine No more hope I been let down every time Every time I was thinking it would turn around It ain't move not a inch on the border now Borderline finna' lose every ounce of my faith Grip with both hands every once of your grace I remember Lucy said he got him Faith on a hunnid thou couldn't stop him Find somebody else to play with He not him I was seeking the Lord boy I was locked in What a time what a day It's so afar off God cause I've went astray I'm ducking these thoughts God I'd rather pray I'm ducking these thoughts God I'd rather I'm ducking these thoughts God I'd rather pray Tell me do you hear my prayer When I'm in my quiet place When I'm all alone yeah Tell me Tell me Tell me Tell me Why does it feel like I'm always so far from you Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you I'm thinkin bout a scenic route I juggle both belief and doubt My heart is broke and bleeding out My heart is broke and bleeding out uh May the God of my soul come and heal me Strip the mask He in love with real me In the hurt where I birthed every layer But I'm safe with you God you can peel me Oh how I'm grateful to God he ain't kill me Still in His hands like cards he could deal me Joy for mourning Praise for the heaviness Until fulfilled help me focus on readiness Envious of every marriage that's walking in merriness Im taking every course tryna find me a therapist Terrified ima lose another loved one All to my flaws God I hope my flaws you don't run from Tell me do you hear my prayer When I'm in my quiet place When I'm all alone yeah Tell me Tell me Tell me Tell me Why does it feel like I'm always so far from you Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you Why does it feel like I'm always so far from you Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you Last year would've never thought a time could get darker One day Ima really shoot my own documentary And show the world all the different parts of Show the world all the reasons that I walk upright God fell through the crack with no silicones Bouncing between churches and mental homes Plenty questions I had when I'd get alone Do you hear my cries Do you hear my groans Do your hear my lies Do you hear my tone Can you see my pride Can you see I'm bold Can you see my highs Can you see my lows When you respond to me tell me the why I could make it through as long as you nigh I could make it through mm I could make it through as long as you nigh I could make it through My salvation and my refuge Trust in him at all times Trust in him at all times When I'm Praying in my solitude Trust in him at all times Trust in him at all times Everything I say my father knew Trust in him at all times Trust in him at all times I know I can make it through Trust in him at all times Trust in him at all times