Mother Time.

Look Grown man I ain't know what I missed out on Ain't seen my mom in how long The first time we watched us a movie together was on FaceTime boy it put a smile on My face when I rose in the morning for the work out tears came running down a mile long Mom wasn't there for the birthdays She wasn't there when I got on The rides at the park when I finally was tall enough First steps from the crawl we ain't call her up First haircut tapered bald him up Only when we went court they brought him up for the visit But now the young boy so timid Everytime I looked in her eyes I was upset I was livid Why you wasn't there for me Learned how play the piano in the band In the crowd you wasn't there to cheer for me Every time we spoke on the phone you would break I had to speak real carefully I love you was never how ended calls I thought my mother would care for me Care for me enough to get involved Sit up and send up a prayer for me Was adopted Living life with resentment Every pic I had with you in it ripped I would crop it Every time we would speak bout the bond from the son to his mom I would wanna switch the topic Every holiday you were hundreds of miles away I just want to know Do you care for me I just want to know Do you care for me I just want to know Do you care for me I just want to know Do you care for me I love you mommy Grown man I ain't know what I missed out on Ain't forgive my moms til I grew up Brought a lady my way with a baby on the way I can help but to think ima screw up As a father, husband I hope and pray that my girls don't resent me, uh If I'm twenty six and it's hard Who I am judge a girl that's only fifteen Forgive me I can't imagine my daughter telling me to go and her mother play tricks on my soul She ain't tryna let me see her grow I would've been on the way first thing smoking Running to the courthouse soon as they open too Hopping on flights Plotting all day and night Tryna think of what I'm gon' do Acting a fool Ready to lose it all They pack up and move I'm sewing em all I'm pulling up on em they doing em wrong Been calling and texting won't even respond, okay We more alike than I thought I just had to grow up, okay I see the reason you fought I'm grateful how you showed up, okay Now I'm in love with my mommy nem Head in the store tell her buy me them Tryna make up for the lost time I'm grateful to Asjyen and Nanee nem I told my mother the other day I wish that things went another way But now that we here I just want to know Do you care for me I just want to know Do you care for me I just want to know Do you care for me I just want to know Do you care for me