Sorry For Caring, Pt. 1

Listen I'm sorry Malik I'm sorry Yakimah I'm sorry Briona I'm sorry Halimah Maybe I should never got involved Lately I been jugglin' my thoughts Maybe I been truckin' in the dark Maybe I was buggin' I was off Now you don't even want to talk I'm grieved and I'm vexed You still alive and well but it feels like I'm grievin' your death The lies they tell but never my side I revealed yet still you believin' the rest I put this on God I ain't never mean no harm I ain't never deem you wrong I thought it was clever hope it made it better now I wish I never ever got involved I guess blood ain't thicker than the water I can't even see my sister when I call her I can't even show new music to my father I can't even find out if I got a daughter I can't even lie man this thing hurt I do is cry but that make it worst Make me wanna slide smooth from the earth But I fear God I ain't tryna' burn Like my nephew feet man that had me weak Poor baby skin peelin' to the meat Sister Paris never knew dad she just want to meet him for her 16th Homie if you man enough to lay her down Be man enough to raise the child How you gon' abandon me for speakin' out You can't even stand to see your son around Do you ever plan to ever be around You might have a grand and never see em' smile I could never care bout' my image But not care bout' my linage Stuck in emotions and feelings Lately I been jugglin' my thoughts Maybe I been truckin' in the dark Maybe I was buggin' I was off Maybe I should never got involved I should've never opened my heart I should've never shown you my scars I should've known all along man I should've known from the start I should've count up the cost Uh Li might have a baby that's important Pray to God I hope she don't abort it Consistency is key but I've ignored it I apologize for causin' torment Im sorry for sharin' I'm sorry your hurtin' But I'm not sorry for carin If we don't ever speak again I pray my love becomes apparent Lately I been jugglin' my thoughts Maybe I been truckin' in the dark Maybe I was buggin' I was off Maybe I should never got involved Maybe I should never got involved Maybe I should never got involved Lately I been jugglin' my thoughts Maybe I been truckin' in the dark Maybe I was buggin' I was off Maybe I should never got involved Lately I been jugglin' my thoughts Maybe I been truckin' in the dark Maybe I was buggin' I was off Maybe I should never got involved