Still Here

Say he tryna know God Huh Look in the mirror He’s about 6’4 brown curly hair Say famish three times might just appear Create our own universe each day my dear Time That’s what you want right Your mind Say you’ve been lost inside Is it self love Or a way to justify Imagine being on this side Can’t figure out a god damn bar to save my life But I’ll finesse my way around this beat despite Hurt and confused Stings less each time Interdependence let me define Look Relationships are formed mutually So if I point the finger It’s one for you three back at me But truthfully it’s hard not to flee the scene And I’m not trying to be mean For real It feels like You love me you love me not It's all kisses and hugs then abruptly stops It’s I want you and only you and then it’s not Truthfully it has to stop Looking for something to love with your whole heart I cry bullshark You got it But choose to leave her in the dark So stop it Don’t get too close he’ll shut you out His intentions are pure he’s just lost in doubt Imma need insurance next time around Imma need reassurance not your doubt Imma charge a fee next time around Wait what am I saying No next time around If I’m being honest man I’ve almost hit the bottom man Tapped out of resources and More lost than lost is fam Two commitment phobes isn’t that ironic Falling in love and shit who could foresee problems Well or challenges depending on your choice of sight Opportunities for growth you know that’s mine To pair with all this salt you’ll need a lime Actually for you I’m sure it’s just fine But I don’t mean that in the passive way I mean the actual sodium content of your food But you knew that I guess what’s left to say I’m Human too and just like you I make mistakes Like storming in taking all of my stuff I was just hurt and afraid enough was enough Leave before left thought it’d make me tough But at the end of the day sitting here I got all this love No one to give it to because you shut me out Actually that’s not true it’s just on reserve for you But you have to choose someone other than you Scary as it sounds But there’s a reason I’m still here I believe in you and us Won’t side with fear Call me a fool but listen here I’d rather give my entire self all for the things I care Put my love up on that shelf because I care I guess what I'm trying to say is I choose you and only you my dear But you have to choose me too can’t side with fear You have to be consistent can’t be unclear At the end of the day, I might be hurt but I’m still here When it’s not play it might be work but I don’t care All that’s left to say Is I’m still here