Window Pain

Sitting outside your window Looking for ways that I can let you go And I guess that it's fine That you don't have the time but Why'd you leave me so long? Sitting outside your window Looking for ways that I can let you go And I guess that it's fine That you don't have the time but Why'd you leave me so long? Look Aye For everything you done just know i'm grateful I was starving and you left me with plateful You switched it up But i understand and I ain't Hateful Just play my cards right that you dealt And you gave me a spade full Laid 'em on the table just in case you Came back a round from around the way I played you Drowning in the sauce without a ladle Dripping in the clothes that I once gave you You your own hero baby ain't no one gon' save you Lies Lies Lies but you expected me to stay true Told you I ain't cheat but I admitted what I did do You did too Now you asking if I did who? First round girl I pick you I just had to find myself and stick to Stick glue Slick shit you saying in yo chick room Lightin' up the fuse Tick Tick Boom Blew away the times that I would hit you To see if I could slide and knock yo shit loose Running round in circles Duck Duck Goose You hate me then you want me when I'm done ooh Friends telling lies about me hope you know they untrue Still I stay stuck I got gumshoe Still I be picturing your face when I'm not with you New bitch but she ain't you (She She Ain't Ain't) And that's the issue (She Ain't You) Chris knew (Nope) Christ know about my sins too To you I been playing games so you treating me like Sims 2 I know you know I know that you did him too But I can't even be mad cause we been through But after everything we went thru When you ain't hit me back and I skipped school Standing outside throwin' rocks up at the glass I'm tryna get you To tell me everything to fix this because I miss you You gotta let the things you love go I ain't going til I get to Tell you that I love you and I still do Heart froze That's what turned me to a chill dude Til I seen you with the opps and tried to kill dude Guess I got some work to do Took the pain and made it purposeful I ain't even know that I was hurting you (Mmm) You told me choose It's what I couldn't do You closed the curtains but I couldn't lose Tell me what I'm supposed to do? Tell me what I'm supposed to do? (Baby tell me what I'm supposed to do) Take my hand hold it steady let's get surgical I wanna be the one that you prefer to choose Comparing all these girls that I differ to you Regretting all these hoes that I be turning to (The difference is you minus me is like a Chernobyl) I still got your picture baby It just wasn't burnable Now I'm turning tables that ain't turnable Looking for a way to shift the blame when it ain't servable I ain't love myself but I been learning to Your new man acting like he him but I ain't heard of you He moving like a nerd would do Bae he ain't deserving you When you hearin' this I'm just hoping I get thru to you I knew that I was lost when I was losing you But you know I'm that type that ain't lose-able Cause If I really love you that's forever moves I know that things happen for the better move But if somebody with you then they better move I'm the one that puts you in a better mood Unblock me on your phone and let this letter thru Body like Elastigirl it make me feel Incredible You came three times (in one night) Who you give that credit to? (Me) I just wanna rewind and eat you like a edible I'm writing too fast it ain't legible I'm hoping you remember what I said to you I'd never go ahead of you I'm just sitting here and I'm hoping I ain't dead to you Cause this the one I never read to you Honestly I'm glad I let you go cause this a better you Sitting outside your window Looking for ways that I can let you go And I guess that it's fine That you don't have the time but Why'd you leave me so long? (Simba)