Ray-GA (feat. D. Suave & Terrica)

Mmm Ray-GA, Ray-GA Mmm Ooh Mom and dad I miss ya Killa Ray-GA this song's for u Man (This song's for u, Mmm, Ooh,Yeah, yeah, no no no, ooh, yeah yeah) Nobody knows the pain that's inside I try to hide it deep, but it's hard to with tears in my eyes, dog I'm stressing daily thinking bout' them painful memories The thought alone makes me weak, it makes my soul bleed I'm blowing trees tryna' ease the hurt DAMN, my primary family under the dirt, man Pops & mom, they gone on home To a better place up in the sky, I'm in a constant zone of sorrow Hoping tomorrow brings me more happiness than today If I could see em' once again, I would just probably say I love u mom, I love u dad, I miss u both for real Let me break it down to the people who don't know the deal Imagine from your freshman to your senior year in school Your ass was ridiculed, pitiful, always blew your cool, come on All because my parents died, my heart was ripped in two Follow my story, step into the world that I live through, aye I know I know I gotta move on I gotta move on But it hurts me so It hurts me so To know you're gone To know you're gone Life couldn't be without u Couldn't see me without u But I'll be strong (Ooh) Cause that's what you'd want Shit, aye If your listening, u know my parent's dead & gone And I'm still hurt, but it gets to me when people say I should move on, HUH? Do you really know how the f*ck it feels to lose your moms? The one who carried me for nine months, raised & made me strong? Now I'm sitting here reminiscing on Georgia Paulette Thomas, adore her I always have & for her I'll give my own life just for one night so that my daughter Jazlyn Jenique Thomas could see her grandmother & spoil her I know my moms would, but instead I'm having nightmares Reoccurring images of when the doctor sliced there, DAMN The final outcome she had no breasts, & right there I cried stood by her side because I KNEW my moms had fight left She lost her hair too In public people stare cruel And rude these motherfuckers were, I'm looking like HOW DARE YOU, NIGGA? It's all good her pain & suffering is gone She's in a better place with Jesus Christ in Heaven her new home, aye I know I know I gotta move on I gotta move on But it hurts me so It hurts me so To know you're gone To know you're gone Life couldn't be without u Couldn't see me without u But I'll be strong (Ooh) I'll be strong Cause that's what you'd want Cause that's what you'd want John Ray Thomas, this is for u daddy! DAMN, I barely made it through my senior year at Monroe I'm supposed to be wilding out, happy as hell, & so gungho, naw But instead, I'm dealing with the fact she's dead And all I had left, was John Ray, my pops, and China Red, damn But China got married to Wendy so he's gone To start his own life, with his wife & Dejah now I'm all alone, shit At least I feel that way cause pops was never home He was always with my uncle Phillip tryna cope & move on, HEY Hell I don't blame him, he lost his high school sweetheart The stress he was going through missing her, made his heartbeat stop And I know this for a fact, that's why he left me So I cried & deep inside Wanna ask GOD why he test ME? But my faith in the Almighty made me realize That this was the best thing for my father, so they could reunite, okay Now they're together I'm Heaven, watching over me Hopefully made em' proud, I'm smiling looking in the clouds, aye I know I know I gotta move on I gotta move on But it hurts me so It hurts me so To know you're gone To know you're gone Life couldn't be without u Without u Couldn't see me without u Can't be without u But I'll be strong (Ooh) I'll be strong Cause that's what you'd want Nobody sees the tears that I'm crying Nobody knows the pain inside I gotta move on I gotta stay strong Hope that the Lord makes a way for me