Am I a Good Person?

All this pain in my body got me feeling numb Only did it in that night cause I was having fun When I woke up in the morning I was feeling dumb By the time I wrote this song I was feeling nun Have You ever been trapped in a state of confusion And the closer you are to winning is the more you losing But I don't wanna cry like wanna feel alive But it seems like the more I live is the more I wanna die So am I a good person to you Am I a good person to you I promise I'll die just for you Might end my whole life just for you No I'm not just lying to you But I will not cry just for you So am I a good person to you Am I good person to you All this pain in my body got me feeling numb Only did it in that night cause I was having fun When I woke up in the morning I was feeling dumb By the time I wrote this song I was feeling nun Have You ever been trapped in a state of confusion And the closer you are to winning is the more you losing But I don't wanna cry like wanna feel alive But it seems like the more I live is the more I wanna die So am I a good person to you Am I a good person to you I promise I'll die just for you Might end my whole life just for you No I'm not just lying to you But I will not cry just for you