Phantom Limb (feat. PENAFLR)

I got used to not waking up next to you The house seems a little colder Chalk it up to getting older And my friends, they won't stop asking me about you Who you been calling "baby" And have we seen each other lately No you ain't no good So misunderstood No, we never would But God, I wish we could Cause you've had me fucked up for so goddamn long, yeah You've had me fucked up for so goddamn long Told your picture that I was done missing you Folded up all your sweaters Crumpled up all the letters Now I'm going through my phone Texts from you are gone I'm better on my own But God, I should've known That you'd have me fucked up for so goddamn long You've had me fucked up for so goddamn long It's funny how the seasons change They come and go, we come of age We grew apart, the love it stayed And yes, I know I'll be okay I wanted it to be you The one I could come home to I imagine you just standing there Instead of being God knows where Making someone else's daughter happy While I've been missing you so badly Know this shit's not good for me But there's nowhere else I'd rather be Than with you baby Soju with the Hennessy Blue texts with the read receipts Calling Lyfts with the leather seats Just in case I'm in too deep again So fine, A-list New high, same shit Supposed to be, painless Patiently, waiting I see you in my dreams and God it makes me wanna sleep forever And I know better than to think that we could happen But the fact is, you're my every 'what if' That shared account, Spotify playlist kind of shit Yeah what I'm saying is (yeah) Why you gotta be so perfect Why you gotta be so indecisive Why you gotta go and break my heart And give it back to me with no consignment I'd let you leave 100 times If I said I'd have you 99 But you'd do anything for me except, stay Cause you had me fucked up for so goddamn long