A Love Letter To Nobody

Not everyone sticks around forever Putting in the effort but feeling under the weather I made myself lonely Here's a love letter to nobody Love talks making castles in my sandbox Kick rocks but I'm so high that I can't walk I'm everywhere all at once but I'm nowhere to be seen Everything I touch burns up And it all leads back to me Fucked up situations, places I should never be Sing along to all the songs that make me feel free I know you hate me like this I know I lost my kindness I don't want you again if this the you that I get So much love but it still ain't enough Pour my cup, drink it up, you can say it a thousand times But I'm just too fucked up I'm contradicting everything that I do And I'm just hoping it'll stop whenever I end up meeting you And don't get mad if I don't contribute The dirt I've been digging is getting hard to get through I know I hate me like this I hope you found your replacement I don't want to live again if this the person that I get I love my family but I don't ever talk to them Old friends, been a while since I talked to them Went from best buds, now we asking what done happened to him And I'm misunderstood Went from good to I should, went from should to I did Went from could to I would, fucked it up and start again My head's been up in a haze from all this blunt smoke Taking one to the face, I meant ten, hoe Getting harder to speak, I gotta cut throat But best believe I'ma rage out when I'm at my next show Eighteen and I've been trying to live big But the lifestyle that I want reminds me it's dangerous I hope I live so I can see my twenties House big, loving all up on my honey Two kids with the dog out running After touring the world, getting all I want from it Love talks, making castles in my sandbox Kick rocks but I'm so high that I can't walk Signed, Kuba