HowLifeIs

Thinking that time will pass, but I'm still stuck in the past do my thing till I'm nothing but ash, then throw me in the trash Bitch you could never feel pain, bound in place by a burning chain Stuck forever in my head like this? we ain't living in a state of bliss Sitting all lone in the park in the dark as i spark one up Let the night be light for my way i might But it's just like say It is what is Go on till you get the death kiss Hang myself in the paracord Don't think i'm paranoid what Thinking that time will pass, but I'm still stuck in the past do my thing till I'm nothing but ash, then throw me in the trash Bitch you could never feel pain, bound in place by a burning chain Stuck forever in my head like this? we ain't living in a state of bliss Saying in my mind that I'm gonna be fine Every single fucking time I feel like I'm gonna die Guess I'll be okay even though i'm fucking failing but I just simply don't know why The hypochondriac inside of me Just wanna lay flat as can be Not a single breath, not a single heart beat Kinda wished i could rewind everything or at least just restart it Restart it, pull the plug Let the power down, Finally peace in my mind As take my last breath and drown That is it Guess I found a way to rage quit Tried to test fate but I failed the quiz But I guess that's is just the way how life is