Memory Lane

Reminiscing down memory lane Sitting here thinking how shit ain't the same Overthinking is killing my brain Pray to god to get rid of this pain But it feels like eternity mane But it's only been like 3 months and some change I try to keep going and not think But I don't have much left in my tank I'm really tired broken and Beatin When does my losing become winning season God what's my purpose and what it is my reason I need to know so I don't stop believing I know I'm winning it feels like I'm cheating so ahead of the game I'm in next season don't gotta draft me I been in the league In my own lane I don't like to compete When the pressures applied do you turn to diamonds or break If you sat your ego aside you'll see you're nothing too great I keep my....enemies close but keep those close to me closer At least yo....enemies keep it real yo friends'll f*ck you over And that's the..truth nigga...Why would i lie The Fake fall off But the real multiply So I keep my eyes peeled head high For One false move I won't let shit slide I came from the projects Inman ct. to be exact why you think I don't trust like that They'll smile in ya face cause they want what ya got then turn around and stab ya in the Back From a city where niggas ain't liked but soon as you make it they love you like mike Used to hit buddy buddy for the mike and Ike's Me and all my niggas cruising on a razor bikes It was a scene to be saw Young enough to still be on a see saw But not old enough to see what the hell I saw Seen a nigga get shot while I played ball Walked in my granny crib I found my brother dead that shit replay in my head A sensitive subject to some But not me I'm numb From all the tears I shed The same with uncle I swear my heart buckled Punched the wall and broke my knuckles Swear I see tunnel Now my vision is doubled I think I might drown in this puddle