Play Pretend (feat. Kehan Gunatileka)

Yeah Mic check one-two Got some shit I gotta let out It's more than 2 years Last bitch fucked me up, Dropped a few tears Eyes were soaked, Now everything is too clear (Gimme that beer) On top of that I got some new fears Walk into the club; Insecure full of doubts Shawties looking at me not knowing what I'm about Shots got me dizzy, Now I'm feeling more aroused These hoes crave nothing but money, fame and clout Yeah I slept on the floor, Kept my life in locked doors Set my price up for dough, Now I'm back for some more Yeah we packing them shows but I be stacking them flaws Though I got a few flows Same old dude, Ain't nothing changed Circle got smaller as soon as fame came Can't figure out who's real, It's insane Gotta get my shit together 'cause I can't be running, I can't be hiding You could be sad, Let's play pretend I couldn't be better off with you instead We can't stop fighting, When you stopped loving I'm nearly getting sick just leave me dead "I couldn't get more" that's all I'd say 'Cause I'm two steps never too far, never too sure Never too close, But I believe One more, I'd never go back, never look back Never sidetrack from misery I spent too long thinking 'bout you, thinking 'bout me Thinking 'bout us, Yeah And you say that you miss me Yeah Took me time to realize that I don't fit with crowds Everybody's tryna fake shit and take the crown Yeah they be lost, But deep down they wanna be found I be proud of myself cause I ain't a clown This whole rap shit's a gift and a curse Fake love or the hate, I don't know what's worse But you gotta understand everything comes with perks So you gotta be nice for the ones that ain't jerks Yeah I'm still on the search, Keep it real with my words On top of the game homie, I'm high as a bird I'll leave an 'X' in the world, Be a legend like Earl If I really wanna f*ck I could hit on your girl You see I'm cocky when I rap but when I don't I'm not And this story is mine, I control the plot But it don't make sense cause I've been doubting myself Well, whatever happens to me I can't be running, I can't be hiding You could be sad, Let's play pretend I couldn't be better off with you instead We can't stop fighting, When you stopped loving I'm nearly getting sick just leave me dead "I couldn't get more" that's all I'd say 'Cause I'm two steps never too far, never too sure Never too close, But I believe One more, I'd never go back, never look back Never sidetrack from misery I spent too long thinking 'bout you, thinking 'bout me Thinking 'bout us, Yeah And you say that you miss me