Family Issues

Yea, Pj Kings With Attitude My people wasn't fuckin wit me, when i gave em all my energy So i cut ties wit all my people And when i cut ties with all my people, really show you that everybody don't treat you like yo equal And when yo family mistreat you it really brang out this evil Man God forgive me for all this anger in me I wore my heart on my sleeve, it got me hurt a plenty All i can thank God for is showing me the enemy I don't fit in with my family, in no type of order I'm the black sheep that nobody wanted Grew up so misunderstood, people loved his soul and his demeanor Said you gon places my boy But he ain't get that shit, cause why it take so long for him to get there I was just a lil boa, i was just a yougnn Mama strugglin and shit have you ever had to take away the groceries before? Mama struggled so long that i had to hustle Prolly the only thing i'll ever thank Todd for He ain in my life and ain't in my siblings either But how yall call him a man, a man ain't really a man If he don't take care of his children, he know that they livin Have you ever felt that type of hurt before As a kid i always felt the void i was wrong i used women That's the cover up of this story But once i learned they couldn't feel what i was lookin for Walkin ova broken glasses and broken dreams and broken hearts But mama always told me from the start women ain't no object you a King treat em like a Queen I promise they won't ignore it I learned from my pops is always love yo kids And never ever ignore em I remember all them missed games they was important It's like you told me you was coming through He laughed told me you always had them pipe dreams I told em i love to cook, it keep me going It keep me going it keep me flowing, I'm gettin distant from my famiy and it's showing Forever growing God brought me through so much i can't ignore em Hallelujah i give him the glory and you know Jesus is a Black man if you ain't know it Yashua I was fightin depression without nobody knowing I swear i wanted to die but God kept me going I wasn't myself for months and nobody noticed I had suicidal thoughts, X was right they only love you when you die Love is Evol So please belive me, please don't cry when you see my soul in a different form I still got the scars of a kid fightin depression If i cut the right vein will i finally learn my lesson I don't need no gun, for no motherfuckin protection My hands certified, bitch they a lethal weapon don't catch em Long live Faith Long live Chealsea Long live Demarcus Long live TC Long Live Todd Long live Katrina May your souls rest in paradise