Go

I don't really wanna go Maybe I just need some time alone Need some time to think about this shit and grow Why you blowin' up my phone Sayin' that you sorry, girl, I know Tryna block it out, I'm goin' with the flow And I don't wanna be the one to start shit No, I don't wanna be the one to go Yeah, I don't wanna be the one to start shit I don't wanna be the one to go It's gonna take a bit to register If this was God's plan, then I'd hate to shoot the messenger Found out on my own how you think so little of the rest of us Up there on your throne, while I feel the pain in my chest and guts Feel my heart beat in my throat Tears splash on the ground, makin' puddles into moats I'm surrounded by mistakes brought to existence Blood soaks into my clothes, search for the knife used to cut the tension Should've left and not have played the victim Now I'm my own victim, no last will, only final wishes Guess finding out she's cheatin' Is the spirit of the summer Undermined by words we're speakin' I was meant to discover The subliminal messages, you wanna keep me guessin Said I'd die for you, this is how far I'd go, no question I don't really wanna go Maybe I just need some time alone Need some time to think about this shit and grow Why you blowin' up my phone Sayin' that you sorry, girl, I know Tryna block it out, I'm goin' with the flow And I don't wanna be the one to start shit No, I don't wanna be the one to go Yeah, I don't wanna be the one to start shit I don't wanna be the one to go Swear you always make it harder than it has to be How is everything my fault? Why you mad at me Feelin' like Ye, think I got mixed personalities One second I feel like myself, next one I'm doubting me Seems like I'm losin' myself, struggle with my mental health One day I feel like it's heaven, next day I feel like it's hell Hope I can cure her with wealth, I really need me some help We need to shuffle the deck, don't like the hand I was dealt But it's alright, I'm still learnin' to love your imperfections Feels like I'm lookin' in the mirror, talkin' to my reflection We all struggle in this world, there's no such thing as perfection Sometimes we need somebody else to point us in the direction And lately I've been talkin' to God Smile on my face is really just a facade Fallin' from grace, been fallin' down for so long I need me some space, sorry girl, but I'm gone I don't really wanna go Maybe I just need some time alone Need some time to think about this shit and grow Why you blowin' up my phone Sayin' that you sorry, girl, I know Tryna block it out, I'm goin' with the flow And I don't wanna be the one to start shit No, I don't wanna be the one to go Yeah, I don't wanna be the one to start shit I don't wanna be the one to go