Reflections (feat. Jalen The ViRGO)

When will my reflection show Who i am inside I try so hard not to know Would forego my pride If only they could see my soul Would they still be proud of me When will my reflection show Who i am inside I try so hard not to know Would forego my pride If only they could see my soul Would they still be proud of me I'm solving a puzzle Putting my demons in muzzles I dont have time for the chuckles Laughing at me Yeah they be laughing at me But I don't got time rebuttals Seeing the Mirrors but all I can think off Is giving my mom a tussle Facades I stack on the double Changing the paint Like I'm playing charades But perfect ain't perfect The honesty is fake I just be playing Think I'm the hero but I might be the villain Kicking up kittens I see the hate in the village Cuz I don't have faith in religion And all of my givens are coated in garbage I'm not really good for nutrition So they be hiding they children That's why they be hiding they children Playing brain games They can't catch it I won't betray my fray If they hate my shit On the gram I weigh Like 4 baskets I can't display my ways I'm so maverick When will my reflection show Who i am inside I try so hard not to know Would forego my pride If only they could see my soul Would they still be proud of me When will my reflection show Who i am inside I try so hard not to know Would forego my pride If only they could see my soul Would they still be proud of me Always remember the bad shit Now they all think that I'm bat shit Had a nigga hidden deep in the closet They found him swinging the cactus Made too many mistakes yea So I can't be running on trains yet Can't go saving the world When my niggas hooked on medications And i did that Giving no take backs No way to pay I cant complain For the mix match Tired of people judging all my nick nacks They gon see that I might be the villain but im always dispatch When will my reflection show Who i am inside I try so hard not to know Would forego my pride If only they could see my soul Would they still be proud of me When will my reflection show Who i am inside I try so hard not to know Would forego my pride If only they could see my soul Would they still be proud of me