Higher Thoughts (5.24.22)

Remember the first time you had went and followed me in my mind And you brought some company I'd be lying if I said they weren't family Initially, eventually, they all became my enemies Maybe that's too strong for ya, but it was strong for me Not saying that it was wrong for me, honestly Maybe I should've started lower than what you got in me At first it had me on top of the world, now it's bottom B Uh, now it's bottom bae, what did you get me into Now it's bottom bae, I know it's late, but I'm in tune With the higher thoughts when we in the room With the higher thoughts when it's me and you But it ain't me and you, so now what am I supposed to do When it's me and someone else and we in a room I know that when I am by myself, I enjoy it too But now I always reminisce about you It's a bad habit, yeah, and that I know I know that I'm hurting people every single time I blow I know that I'm hurting people every time I'm in my home I know that I'm hurting people even when I do not know what I'm doing I'm too stupid for that I know that I should get back on track, but I don't want to And I don't know if I wants, or if he wants are taking over Maybe all of this stuff has finally got me wanting this to be over Maybe that's too strong for ya, but it was strong for me Not saying that it was wrong for me, honestly Maybe I should've started lower than what you got in me At first it had me on top of the world, now it's bottom B Now it's bottom bae, what did you get me into Now it's bottom bae, I know it's late, but I'm in tune With the higher thoughts when we in the room With the higher thoughts when it's me and you Then I moved on to second, she was tolerant But I know that I should quit it, and I kinda did But not enough to save it, not enough to escape it Not enough for me to finally man up and face it Not enough, not enough I know that I believe in God, but I do not seem to trust enough And I know that it's a must, it's a must, it's a must But I'm afraid of the cost, and I'm afraid of also losing love That's how I found it Now I'm connected to it through you And I'm not saying it's your fault, but screw you But now I have a broken heart, it's kinda fixed, but I gotta continue Maybe that's too strong for ya, but it was strong for me Not saying that it was wrong for me, honestly Maybe I should've started lower than what you got in me At first it had me on top of the world, now it's bottom B Now it's bottom bae, what did you get me into Now it's bottom bae, I know it's late, but I'm in tune With the higher thoughts when we in the room With the higher thoughts when it's me and you