The road

Never said the road was an easy one Never said the road was gonna be fun Never said that I promised to not run But now I'm standing in the sins sun Take accountability I've been shunned Have to lower myself under the son Even if that means I become dumb And become beat down like a new drum Gotta sacrifice the things that give a false sense of hope Believing in the wrong things got me on the ropes Leading me to the wrong things that I try to cope Breaking down my already sinking boat What I wouldn't give to just float What I wouldn't give to rebuild home What I wouldn't give to restart at zero Rewrite my story I don't want to fear no I should've just let you know That this road Never said the road was an easy one Never said the road was gonna be fun Never said that I promised to not run But now I'm standing in the sins sun Take accountability I've been shunned Have to lower myself under the son Even if that means I become dumb And become beat down like a new drum Said I work better when I am alone that's fifty Only if it's fitting Man who am I kidding That percentage been screwed like I am sitting On top of a bench it's been years since fixing It's been years since fixing that I've done has ever worked Causing me to jerk and putting loved ones in the dirt I promise you that I have been wearing those shirts In hopes God uses you for me to hurt In a way that'll draw me closer to him That's the only thing I count as wins I'm a changed person Never said the road was an easy one Never said the road was gonna be fun Never said that I promised to not run But now I'm standing in the sins sun Take accountability I've been shunned Have to lower myself under the son Even if that means I become dumb And become beat down like a new drum