Laundry Day

My negativity's become unattractive She wants to be with somebody who's proactive Because I see too much and only say sad things I guess I always kinda knew this would happens She'll say I tried a lot but it got too draining It sort of feels like taking care of a baby I used to love you but then you got too lazy I always wondered how long she'd take to hate me I missed another laundry day today The mess is piling up on me I missed another laundry day today I'm buried in my thoughts again I'm melancholy island I've been ripped upon my bed I've gotta clean my head My insecurity's no longer endearing She liked me better back when I used to feel things Just say I changed when I got on medication I always knew with me her time would be wasted She'll say my lack of motivation is scary I've made no money, not since last February And my libido makes her feel so unsexy I always knew that she would leave me eventually I missed another laundry day today The mess is piling up on me I missed another laundry day today I'm buried in my thoughts again I'm melancholy island I've been ripped upon my bed I've gotta clean my head I've gotta clean my head She's probably right There is a line between humility And self-loathing To the point of mental instability But I can't get up Out this bed, it's taken over me I feel so unclean I missed another laundry day today The mess is piling up on me I missed another laundry day today I'm buried in my thoughts again I'm melancholy island I've been ripped upon my bed I've gotta clean my head I've gotta clean my head I've gotta clean my head