I still dream about you

It's kind of funny, how my mind works Why would I want to remember all that hurt? A love, that I felt so deep Try to hide but it creeps up on me Catching bullets but I'm wearing a bullet vest Struggle to breath but I make it one last breath It's agonizing but not completely fatal I don't want to see you in my dreams later (No I don't want to see you there) Cause I don't want to wake up sad And I don't want to wake up mad I just want to live my life Without dreaming of you at night And I want to move on I hope it hurts you that I'm gone I can't forget all that we went through Because I still dream about you I'll keep the past in the past Try my hardest never to look back I'll learn to forgive and forget But I can't control what I think when I go to bed In my dreams I see you there It's traumatizing I start hurting all over again The stress I can hardly bare Some nights I'm to scared to rest my head (I don't want to see you there) Cause I don't want to wake up sad And I'm tired of waking up mad I just want to live my life Without dreaming of you at night And I want to move on I hope it hurts you that I'm gone I can't forget all that we went through Because I still dream about you