Where I Am

Imagine being in this place with things you never wanted Things ain't always material, that's the biggest omen See I struggle with, penny pitching and money talk I see y'all struggle with contradictions, y'all faith is lost We being honest, I gave it a couple second thoughts What is "it" Things that commissary never bought I'm tryna' sell 'em the freedom the devil never taught I'm tryna' sell 'em the freedom your pastor never taught My brother told me he don't listen to this rap no more Hit the corner store for cigarillo packs no more He reason the why I'm even 'bout this rap for sure Once upon a time, his raps was the slaps, for sure We being honest, I'm a little disappointed 'cause I saw the industry at our feet and I swear it was A sweet victory for his mama and mine because He woulda' made it, I woulda' made it That was a drug No time baby, it's no time for practice Chose your path, that's one plan of action You know how I feel, I want magic Do I choose God or choose satisfaction My brother chose his way now Do I, do I, do I Choose God or choose satisfaction My brother chose his way now Do I, do I, do I Choose God or choose satisfaction One way Two ways How many ways can I live Counting up inventory Things I gotta give Did my brother choose right I would probably plead the 5th One way Two ways How many ways can I live Counting up inventory Things I gotta give Did my father choose right I would probably plead the Meet me where I am I got a feeling I got a couple things I can attribute to my father The love for the money And normalcy never thought of High hopes, dreams of new things Them high hopes might bring A new ring, the world never fought fair And I take it from it All the things I deal with, which I never wanted He said son, you got a gift and you better own it I pass on to you, the things I never wanted I gotta get what I need and I deserve it Is it right or wrong So subjective to discernment Earnestly, I move with a high degree of moon grabbing Holding out my hands for things that can't happen I can't imagine being in this world without the mission All the money, and freedom talk that this rap giveth I seen people lose people to the same cause The lengths I'm willing to go, is it too far No time baby, it's no time for practice Chose your path, that's one plan of action You know how I feel, I want magic Do I choose God or choose satisfaction My brother chose his way now Do I, do I, do I Choose God or choose satisfaction My brother chose his way now Do I, do I, do I Choose God or choose satisfaction