There's Nothing New Under The Sun

There's nothing new under the sun But it's not what you do It's how it's done And I guess I've just begun I'm still allowed to just have fun But I feel like I'm obliged to have someone to outrun And I know I can be better And I know I can do better And I know I should do better Than I let myself to be And I condemn myself And I distract myself And I criticize myself Saying I'm not enough Saying I'm not better Saying I'm not enough to do any better There's nothing new under the sun Everything has already been done Everything has already been won Every song has already been sung And every feeling has already been redone But it's not what you do It's how it's done Out of spite or of regret Out of joy, things left unsaid Out of something I tend to forget That I'm allowed to create without getting upset I judge my process by the day And feel dissatisfied about every delay I should be thriving And it should be today I should know what I want And not be led astray Holy are the days when I'm free of my own haste And holy are the days when black and white turn out to be gray I feel like heaven tries to interrupt my way of loving And I love the way he loves Never out of spite or regret Never out of something left unsaid He reminds me Might I never forget I'm a piece of heaven Loved to the fullest Nothing to regret So when my mind creates the lie That I should try to hurry up and not fall behind I tell myself I've got plenty of time I tell myself I'm not falling behind Because there is no use in being unkind To being myself and loving my life I feel and see That heaven is interrupting me Showing me what I really am Instead of this horrible judgement scam I'm a piece of heaven Let me never forget I'm loved to the fullest Nothing to regret