Understand (feat. Holla P No)

See I made it to my destination Let me give you a demonstration All my hard work and grind it felt like I ain't have no patience Had to make a move cuz my kids was saying they love daddy Im from the bottom and I don't want to see my family starve So its my time to make a right so I got off my ass and grind all night To the sunrise and the night falls sometimes I work that grave yard shift Its bout money, I'ma take it, you already know I have kids and I really did live dis s*** Lights off and bills ain't paid Ain't no water coming out, Im just looking for change Neighbors given us food just for me and pops to eat I can't look back but my heart still in the streets I feel u bro, I feel u bro Shit be like dat, no understanding for a real niggers, shit be like dat But keep doing ur thang & keep on pushing, cuz u gonna make it my niggers Just keep it real to the fullest At the age of 17 my Pops left me alone He was only 36 when he left me alone Couldn't really bare the pain, wish my daddy was home But my mother told my brother dat my mind was gone I was mad I asked the Lord why did you take him God I couldn't eat I couldn't sleep why did you take him Lord Who can I I talk to I need a male figure in my life I got my uncles but some of their mind ain't right Everyday I think about you not one day has passed got your name on my arm I got 4 kids I'm a dad Everyday I think about you not one day has passed got your name on my arm I got 4 kids I'm a dad