Tired

Lemme drop this pain for them I ain't the same as them They all fake pretend I could never hate a friend I love my GGs but now a snakes a trend This shit ain't making sense Shattered hearts can never make amends Tarnish my name they go to greater lengths Travelled far just to take attempts Straight up guy I never break or bend I stand up for mine until I'm laid to rest But I'm tired I'm so fucking tired Of being captain of the ship and always being required For the loss of my life I'm actually frightened Not cos I fear death but cos my kids won't have my guidance But I know if anything was to happen then my brother K's got em My realest friend 'till the fucking grave and the coffin Don't cry for me bro get the champagne popping This shit from my heart it really came from the bottom I'm tired of breaking my back for ungrateful fuckers that wouldn't push my wheelchair If I was in one How we gang gang bros or family we ain't spoke in months Haven't checked on my kids once Hits blunt in disgust Cutting off the fat no nip tuck Behind back I hear whispers but to face won't discuss I'm done playing captain don't holla when your ship sunk Pull your head out your ass and you'll realise your shit stunk Lemme drop this pain for them I ain't the same as them They all fake pretend I could never hate a friend I love my GGs but now a snakes a trend This shit ain't making sense Shattered hearts can never make amends Tarnish my name they go to greater lengths Travelled far just to take attempts Straight up guy I never break or bend I stand up for mine until I'm laid to rest And I'm tired of my fucking baby mum Smart bitch playing dumb you really played me wrong Can't believe the thoughts in your cranium Was never hot headed but your cold ways gave me one She a snakey one called for the jakes to come Had me away in cuffs before the day was done Even made my mum leave the yard where I was paying funds Had me raging dun I was craving love now it just made me numb I'm tired to be honest fucking shattered Of putting people in the dirt from my life that mattered Another day another fucking challenge Another man that was mandem in the Manor vanish Lost about 20 friends way before 2010 Don't know Curtis Jackson but I'm talking many men Never get over the loss but grateful we ever met Ima keep all your names alive like you never left I promise Lemme drop this pain for them I ain't the same as them They all fake pretend I could never hate a friend I love my GGs but now a snakes a trend This shit ain't making sense Shattered hearts can never make amends Tarnish my name they go to greater lengths Travelled far just to take attempts Straight up guy I never break or bend I stand up for mine until I'm laid to rest