Future Self

I been I been (Oh shit Dezzi’s on this) I been talking to my future self (Profit) Bet you glad I didn’t shoot myself (Yawa nur) Memories move in the frame by frame Make every move can’t stay in my lane Never redo it’s a shame no shame Childhood friends it’s the same old gang Sentimental mood like I’m playing Coltrane Back as a child I was playing Cobain Now I mix uppers and downers Now I look up to the cameras Used to look up to the clouds (Yah) Just tried to figure them out (Woah) Now I take shots like I’m bound to the nine Looking down from the clouds and the crowd looking fine (Woah woah) (Ugh, yah) Talking to my future self (Talking to my future self) Bet you glad I didn’t shoot myself (Glad I didn’t shoot myself) Word to my future self (Word to my future self) Bet you happy I ain’t shoot myself (Bet you happy, hope you happy, bet you happy hope your happy bet you happy) Hope you're happy I stayed for you I prayed for you I prayed for you I ain’t got the secret yet Eyes on the concrete I’m stressed (Uh) I ain’t got it means that I ain’t got it yet (Uh) Cufflinks to the function politic (Uh) I ain’t pull up only tryna politic (Yuh) If you lonely 911 and call it in (Woah) I was there I been there I’m in the same place Look at the color the rain makes Used to want to bring food home Now I got all the ingredients Always so secretive Call it a median Apologize frequent I’m sorry I keep it in (Woah) You deserve that Whip Cream Cheddar Cheese Feta Please Extra beef A set of green To set you free Clean the kitchen this is always just that mess with me I want all the things I’ll never need I want all the things I’ll never need And I never get the things I do Never got a ring for you We was never introduced Introverted think it through Stay on eggshells this that common ground Stay awake just trying to calm you down Break or break it’s what we all about Sorry then and I’m still sorry now Sorry then and I’m still sorry now Sorry then and I’m still sorry now (Uh) Talking to my future self (Talking to my future self) Bet you glad I didn’t shoot myself (Glad I didn’t shoot myself) Word to my future self (Word to my future self) Bet you happy I ain’t shoot myself Your childhood was wild good Mine was soaked with disorders and defiled blood Alcohol I’ll slam it down The kind of hood That never opens If I spend forever broken I won’t be so hella hopeless I hope you know that you better notice I’m not the one who’s always happy I’m not the one who’s calming tapping On the hourglass Counting down my days Not an hour pass where I ain’t lonely In a crowd it’s all the same Just another face Just another place