Songs 'Bout You

Yeah, shit It's about time I drop this fucking song man Yeah, here we go (Here we go, here we go) Aye, I'm sittin' here writing songs 'bout you Can't believe I hated you for a while I blamed you for the shit I didn't have when I was a child I was comparing us to other families on the block How the f*ck was I blind to see You were givin' it all you got When I started smokin' pot I swear you were so disappointed Looked at me all teary eyed And you asked me if I enjoyed it I was balling cause I let you down I answered you with yes You and dad were splittin' up And I was going through lots of stress Couldn't believe you found another man To add into our mess Who the f*ck he think he is Acting like he knows what's best But, you left me for him (Him) So, I left you for drugs (Drugs) And I swear for a while there Our relationship was messed up Shit got rough It was some stuff up out a movie Ya'll married and didn't tell me Couldn't believe that's how you would do me But I'm older I'm realizing you just wanted some happiness I forgive you and love you truly So sorry for acting stupid (Love you mama) (Yeah) Here we go Hey mama, I know we barely talking now I remember we used to sit around And always talk 'bout how I needed to stay focused And all up in my zone You made me promise when I got older I'd never put you in a home It's sad to know Nowadays we barely keepin' in touch I ain't good at making calls When I text you I don't say much But, what sucks Since we split up I've been makin' some power moves Life's the best it's ever been I'm wishing you were in my shoes Breaks my heart to know you struggle I was furious when you got laid off Lately I've been hustling I know this shit's gon' pay off Here's my word, do not mistake it I promise I won't break it Few more years until I make it I'll fly you right back to Vegas Give you what you deserve You raised me so fuckin' well Life wouldn't be so perfect If you raised me to fail You used to sit me on your lap Force me to read and write It's 20 years later Still do this shit every night But, I'm writing songs 'bout you