Not All a Dream

Things aren't always what they  Really seem  It's not all a dream It really isn't  Things aren't always What they Really seem It's not all a dream To me  I do it for my babies I do it for my family  I thank Creator cuz I know that he is proud of me I made it through my struggles  Although they all looked down on me  I'll make it all the way without em Are you surprised to see I did it all without you  I know you doubted me Watched me on my way up  What a sight to see  I know that I've seen struggle But I am blessed to be The woman that I am today  It's all been bittersweet But now I know my journey  Has just begun for me I gotta put in the work If I wanna proceed  This industry is crazy It's so full of the fake Gotta protect your energy  Stay away from hate  The world that I grew up in  I wouldn't wish upon my enemy  That's why I'll ride this whole wave Independently  No matter what you thought  Gonna Catch me at the top At the bottoms where you'll rot Things aren't always what they  Really seeem It's not all a dream It really isn't Things aren't always What they Really seem It's not all a dream To me  I gotta be honest It was hard after my sister died Still To this very day I cry I'm not gonna lie I kinda fuckin lost it I thought I had more time Ignorant What selfishness Has costed The love I have for her can never be replaced The love she has for me Even death can't erase I hope she knows I miss her pretty face And All the love in her embrace Lord knows If I could turn back time We'd have memories to last a lifetime Lord knows If I could turn back time I would tell her I love her A million times Everything in life Has brought me right here Every fucked up situation I stand right here Strong as a warrior Never see me fall A Savage on a mission Aye Scope Let's go And take it all Things aren't always what they  Really seeem  It's not all a dream  It really isn't  Things aren't always What they Really seem It's not all a dream To me