Employee of the Month

So I couldn't get a plaque, something with some grain on it Instead of laminated paper with my name on it That's whack, corporate tryna celebrate me If you knew how I felt, you would all hate me That's facts, I don't f*ck with none of y'all Upper management ain't nothing but some money hogs But I'ma smile for the photos, shirts with the logos It's all I ever got from man, one of y'all Fighting with depression, but I still show up every day, don't I Even when it's killing me, I don't let my mental instability Get anywhere in between my bills and me You have no idea how many pills in me Boy, I'm at the edge and I'm ready for the fall off I gotta be damn near dead before I call off I need every dollar on this check, nigga, poverty's a threat I ain't showing up on time for no respect, nigga Nah, this is desperation at its finest And on my time off, I'm making music that's timeless Someone gotta feel me, cause this building don't get the real me Especially after how they deal me So I couldn't get a plaque, something with some grain on it Instead of laminated paper with my name on it That's whack, corporate tryna celebrate me If you knew how I felt, you would all hate me That's facts, I don't f*ck with none of y'all Upper management ain't nothing but some money hogs But I'ma smile for the photos, shirts with the logos It's all I ever got from man, one of y'all I'm not a fan of all this fake shit And I ain't good at being celebrated Especially when the pancreas ain't being initiated Hey, instead of these certificates, give me some more ducats Cause I'ma roll my window down on my way home and chuck it Nigga, I don't need it Ain't no legitimate careers here Cause every time I clock in, I just see my fears here Niggas trapped, they just show up in the depths Hard to watch, feel like pie cause I shed so many tears here This can't be all it is for me cause I'm the real deal My following may be long now, but man, it will build I know it's gotta be a way because it still will And God got the steering wheel So I couldn't get a plaque Something with some grain on it Instead of laminated paper with my name on it That's whack Corporate tryna celebrate me If you knew how I felt, you would all hate me That's facts I don't f*ck with none of y'all Upper management ain't nothing but some money hogs But I'ma smile for the photos, shirts with the logos It's all I ever got from man, one of y'all