Bad Surroundings

Yo, I'm trying to sleep Feel like I've been high for a week The lows creep up on you As soon as you Rise to the peak I'm fine but I'm weak From all the nights trying to sleep My mind's designed to overthink I'm just desiring peace Lions don't keep secrets Then again, lions don't think I'm trying to keep calm In these waters Either fight or you sink And the drugs Just weigh me down My fucking mind's on the brink Of breaking down I've weighed my options And I'm trying to think Trying to numb a crazy town Here's my number, take it down And in advance, I apologize That I couldn't make it out But the blacks and whites of life Have turned to grey, I'm faded out And my perfect world exists I simply twist it, break it down Light it up, and pretend Everything's okay for now Jack, I'm back to my old ways No one can save me now Yo, I'm awakened at night I tried to make this shit right I do buy drugs That take me to Arabian heights Afraid of the light So I sleep the day away And at night I fade into a grave Made of disabling vibes Darker place than Where the demons play Oh shit, I didn't mean to say F*ck it, guess it doesn't Even matter really Either way I roll my weed in Jay's You could even call me Peter Haze I'm tired of the liars Drug suppliers, and deceiving ways I rap cold in my own zone Spit fire, and I freeze the stage Half my friends are dead And half my friends Have blackened needle veins We need a change Nobody wants to admit Sheep walk in herds Accepting, never acknowledging shit What's awkward is this Mainstream is really Fucking mumble rap Was catchy, didn't stick They dropped the ball I leave them under bats Electric bar on top of bar Shock these pussies, Thundercats Jumped out of the game And I'm still spending Last summer's racks