Capsules of Time

Yo, this is that next level out of this world Pagan ritual gone wrong Yo, nightmare fuel, I seem cool to the masses Taking drugs, young in school, high in school in my classes Smoke blunts and burnt bodies, we had pools full of ashes Drugs were cool and in fashion Friends turned drooling to passions A couple people lost it, a couple people found it And now I'm off my psych meds, so f*ck it, I'm surrounded I'm trying to get grounded and I'm looking all around The world's spinning, I'm around, I'm just looking at the ground I miss the family that I lost, worker to a boss But the only thing guaranteed is change, there were costs Skeletons in your closet, they'll be found But the skeletons in my closet are rotting underground I'm guessing that it's fight on, lights on for this night fog I found the snakes in the grass, I've beheaded all the pythons The white's gone, the blues too You're not a drug; won't use you I'm sorry, soon you'll lose me, just know that I'll miss you too Yeah, just know that I'll miss you too These drugs are gonna take me, the world has tried to break me Without the drugs for days and now my hands are feeling shaky Please awake me and tell me it's pretend In a way, this is my will, I'm getting closer to the end Used to boast to all my friends I'd get rich off this rap shit Hit from every angle, but f*ck it, shit happens Please don't take my actions in a personal way In my worst state of mind, I helped one person a day Each breath I take seems to fucking worsen the pain I'm tired of yelling at the sky, no more cursing the rain Honestly, I've been yearning for the day, that there is no more today At my funeral, please burn a million strains I'm hoping once I leave earth, they'll give me my space You get it Yeah, I'm hoping once I leave earth, that they'll give me my space I love all y'all Peace