Light Carry

Yo I can't see it But these demons all shrround my brain Take a pill to drown my pain, memories go down the drain At first I thought it might be Manic depression Sadly neglected as a kid he started panicking, stressing And then I told myself "Lance, start counting your blessings" If I could start my life over I would do it in a heartbeat I'm just a bluefish caught in waters where the fucking sharks meet Always acapella or I pour onto a dark beat How can I be fine; I'm getting eaten by these sharp teeth Attacked my own brother and I'll never forget That's why sometimes I feel I'd be better off dead Everything for a reason but these fucking memories led Me to a point I'd rather be in a cemetery instead And they're always there for me But I deaded my friends I sit alone at home at night and think of Heaven instead Wake up in the morning, think about dying It's very scary Being dead and buried Can't avoid it Remember kids, death's hereditary Thoughts are very scary Try to Rewind like cassette tapes Take blues with a wrecked face Just so I can slow my mind for an hour and make pain and stress wait