Oxy Cotton Freestyle

She never lie to me If I ask, she got me I guess that's why I'm fine spending all my cash on Oxy Because nothing really matters as long as I can be numb Fucking sad when I think What my life has become It's like I'm a bum When life sucks, I can just run Killing myself slowly I don't need a knife or a gun It's like it's become A place where I hide from the sun No motivation My incline for fucking rioting's done My brain is rotted I guess that's why I always change the topic Fade away from all my friends until my fucking name's forgotten My life feels staged and rockets Coming from my brain to stop The way I view terrains; obnoxious I could never tame it, stop it And negativity is all that I see I'm by my phone to see if God is yet calling on me I fall from the sea until I get caught in a tree I'd have killed myself if I'd have known this is all that I'd be