Empty

I'm loosing my mind I'm wasting my time Everything around me is falling apart Scars in my heart Darkness in my mind Deep wounds that bleed in the shape of tears from my eyes I'm holding my breath Counting to ten Hoping this pain one day will come to an end Questioning life I can't see the light Trying to find a bit of strength deep inside Why am I here for? Don't know my purpose I just can sit and watch the whole devastation What am I feeling? What is the meaning? I feel like screaming But no one would hear me I just feel empty, so empty I just feel empty, so empty I just feel empty, so empty I just feel empty, so empty My soul is on sale I gift it as well Comes with a gloom that won't be easily dispelled Sinking in shame Who is it to blame? Wishing that I could just surrender this game I'm scared of myself Seeking for help I understand if by my smile you can't tell I shake off the dust I keep my head up Ready to embrace the sorrow of the next fall Why am I here for? Don't know my purpose? I just can sit and watch the whole devastation What am I feeling? What is the meaning? I feel like screaming But no one would hear me I just feel empty, so empty I just feel empty, so empty I just feel empty, so empty I just feel empty, so empty