2 AM (Addict)

It's two am And I been drinkin And all I want is you right here next to me So I can sleep I been up all night with you on my mind Pourin out my heart all over this damn page Not sure what I can say Hard as I try I just can't find the right words to explain The worst of things My heart just breaks You were right all along I was tryna prove you wrong But I just can't break my habits I'm right back at it I'm just an addict The one behind the wheel but I still keep crashin You know how it feel Gotta stay distracted Cuz this love shit always ends up so damn tragic And I know that you've had it If I keep it real can we please move past it It's two am And I been drinkin And all I want is you right here next to me Could you be my peace It's two am And I been drinkin And all I want is you right here next to me So I can sleep I need you here I been mixin clear with the dark and light and everything inbetween I'm in too deep Know I said some things I ain't mean to scream But you left me here alone to find some meanin And I been fiendin This shit is a sickness You know that I miss it I know it don't fix it but here in this instant Baby I like pretendin If I can't remember Then I never did shit When I'm on a bender I'm scared I'm addicted Swear this time is different I'm killin my liver But the liquor keep winnin I know that you're finished I've wasted my wishes I dug my own grave Now I gotta lay in it It's two am And I been drinkin And all I want is you right here next to me I could rest in peace Oh and it's two am And I been drinkin And all I want is you right here next to me So I can sleep