Real

If I'm bein real I shouldn't be here If I'm bein real then there ain't nun to see here If I'm bein real I ain't special God won't let me die I feel like a devil I don't deserve all of my blessings Trippin on my words and makin all these messes Through my third eye I'm learnin lessons I'm jus biding time until the next session Everyone got bones all in they closet Don't get too close Shit gon get to poppin My sins haunt me I cant stop em We've got dirty laundry We'll wear into our coffin If I'm bein real I ain't the same me If I'm bein real I ain't been on my shit lately If I'm bein real This all that we know Don't know how to feel I'm jus tryna kill my ego Might work until I die cuz it's expected Tryna get by but my mind been neglected I jus get high it's my medicine Writing these rhymes like to get introspective If I'm bein real I wanna blow up If I'm bein real It was time for me to grow up If I'm bein real I don't give no fucks If shit was ideal I'd never have to own up I don't deserve all of my blessings Trippin on my words and makin all these messes Through my third eye I'm learnin lessons I'm jus biding time until the next session If I'm bein real I shouldn't be here If I'm bein real then there ain't nun to see here If I'm bein real I ain't special God won't let me die I feel like a devil If I'm bein real If I'm bein real If I'm bein real If I'm bein real