Unrequited

And this unrequited shit will be the death of me The ecstasy Not the same without you next to me Shit was heavenly Burnin old pictures in effigy So desperately Tryna get you out my fuckin head But Try as I might You read my mind like every time Know me and you show me Rearrange my spine like every night Alright But that feel so long ago Ever since you left Shit been crashing down like dominoes You say I keep askin things With answers I don't wanna know Prolly so but baby I jus gotta know A la mode It's so hard tryna get my heart & head to reach a common goal I gotta go Adios Might meet again, you never know The way you pull me back in Everytime I'm almost past you Still hit my phone But make it known That I could never have you I know not to bring you up Around my friends Your name's a taboo I wanted you forever Now I don't know Tattoo I'm thinking of you Of you, of you I'm thinkin of you Of you, of you I'm thinkin of you And I'm thinkin of you Even when I'm not It's over when I'm sober When I'm drunk you're in my thoughts Hate it, I get faded And I still ain't forgot Get so wasted, make me jaded So I take another shot Get a lil twisted when I miss ya Ima mess Wishin you was with me But you wishin me the best Told me I should move on But nobody else fit by my side Convinced you'll never give in But I'll be here if you change your mind This unrequited shit will be the death of me I'm never clean I keep doin drugs to numb the thought of what'll never be Searchin for some clarity Some therapy Sumn tellin me I gotta get you out my fuckin head But Try as I might You read my mind like every time Know me and you show me Rearrange my spine like every night Alright But that feel so long ago Ever since you left Shit been crashing down like dominoes And this unrequited shit will be the death of me The ecstasy Not the same without you next to me Shit was heavenly Burnin old pictures in effigy So desperately Tryna get you out my fuckin head This unrequited shit will be the death of me I'm never clean I'm doin all these drugs to numb the thought of what'll never be Searchin for some clarity Some therapy Sumn tellin me I gotta get you out my fuckin head I'm thinkin of you