When Is This Gonna End

I’m really good at Pretending to be tough When everything is rough I been tryna run out on all my problems But all I run out on is my luck I can’t move and I feel stuck I’m paralyzed sitting in my truck I don’t wanna go inside and try and hide my feelings It’s a repetition man life just sucks Somethings always missing, I ain’t enough Fallin down when I’m aiming up Tryna take a shot at my dream but everything seems Like the right chord is never struck So I’m playin melodies in my head Wondering why I’m not dead Layin alone in my bed Singing When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? Yeah When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? I got spiders crawling in my mind I see death like I been in Signs Heart is getting colder with the devil on my shoulder And he’s telling me that I’ll be just fine I ain’t heard the angel in such a long time I ain’t talk to God, I can’t tell ya why Maybe cuz every time I pray I don’t know what to say And I’m scared that he’ll think that I’m lyin So I shut the world out when I cry Cross my heart, I hope I don’t die I wanna overcome, even if it’s never done At least I can say that I tried So I’m playin melodies in my head Wondering why I’m not dead Layin alone in my bed Singing When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? Yeah When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? When is this gonna end? I been all in my feels But it’s time that I start to heal Forget all the doubt, learn how to be proud I gotta find somethin real So I’m playin melodies in my head I’m surrounded by my friends Please remember when I said I said This is all gonna end This is all gonna end This is all gonna end Yeah You can always find a friend And if you can’t I’m your friend If you can’t I’m you friend This is all gonna end This is all gonna end This is all gonna end