Cold Night

It's a cold night and i'm riding all alone Got nowhere to go and no one waiting back at home Feeling bored I think I might just write a sad song If she missed me then by now she would have said so Last time we spoke I made her so upset so She packed her shit and left because she's so right and i'm an asshole I don't really think i loved her anyway This loneliness got me feeling a different way Looking for some hoe to fill the void in me Lately I been feeling like the real ones keep avoiding me Maybe I'm avoiding them to be fair I don't know Might be antisocial I just do best on my own I've been down so long it looks like up to me Used to have some people that look up to me Now I look around and I see only me Gone through different ways and see shit differently It's a cold night and i'm riding all alone Got nowhere to go and no one waiting back at home Feeling bored I think I might just write a sad song If she missed me then by now she would have said so Last time we spoke I made her so upset so She packed her shit and left because she's so right and i'm an asshole I dont really miss her like I did before But being lonely makes it harder to ignore And being sober makes it harder even I quit smoking smoking, started drinking had make it even I know that I shouldn't and I know that I don't need it But when I feel like shit I don't think that i need a reason Depression comes and goes I feel the lows on different seasons Going up and coming back down like I've never been there Starting to forget her face its like I never seen her Better put this bottle down before I make a scene here It's a cold night and i'm riding all alone Got nowhere to go and no one waiting back at home Feeling bored I think I might just write a sad song If she missed me then by now she would have said so Last time we spoke I made her so upset so She packed her shit and left because she's so right and i'm an asshole I dont even know why I keep talking about it Was feeling low and wrote a song mean nothing by it