Ain't Easy

You wanna leave, I ain't gon' beg you to stay You wanna leave, I ain't gon' beg you to stay I like speed, this beat I've been changing for the better But they don't see it, that's all I'm slinging If they want something, tell them come see us We'll keep going on and on and on and on I ain't had nothing, I fell in love with writing songs Paying ain't easy Ever since I got in this position, now they need me I can't wait to call my dukes and tell her turn on the TV I've been grinding for so long, they gotta see me I ain't doing all that beefing these niggas wanna be me I'm here and I ain't going nowhere else, No no It feel like that I'm down here by myself, oh lord I'm tryna see the bigger picture and open up them doors Twin told me I'm next, I told them this shit on the floor Late night, I'm riding through my city and you know the top Baby, I'm fucking with you heavy, I can't wait to pop up If you ain't talking bout no paper, it ain't shit to talk about I keep it 38, like top and y'all lil' baby hot, nah I love it when we chilling and I love it when you nasty I love the way you dress, and I love how you keep it classy I ain't worried bout no hoes, I promise that was the past Ever since you came around, I ain't been having no bad dreams I've been changing for the better But they don't see it, that iron I'm slinging If they want some, then tell them come see us You keep going on and on and on and on I ain't had nothing, I fell in love with writing songs Bae it ain't easy, ever since I got in this position, now they need me I can't wait to call my dukes and tell them to turn on the TV I've been grinding for so long, they gotta see me I ain't doing all that beefing these niggas wanna be me And tell me that I'm lying, I know I gotta be there for you Man, damn it, I'm trying, I think that my biggest fear is being left in the blind I should've peeped that shit earlier, you was showing me signs I woke up one day, you weren't satisfied, too much money on my mind I hope they don't try to slide, they do that, it's going down Gotta keep my head above water, I ain't trying to drown Moving like I got my mind right, I'm doing better now I'm here and I ain't going nowhere else, No no It feel like that I'm down here by myself, oh lord I'm trying to see the bigger picture and open up them doors Twin told me I'm next, I told him they shit on the floor And I know they plotting on me, waiting for me to slip up and fall down I want it all now, I know sometimes I gotta calm down