Temporary Feeling

When you die everyone gone post you Everyone gone say how much they love you and how much they f*ck with you They all gone post pictures about you shit they gone get you flowers and everything They gone give you the most love they going to give you more love than they ever gave you in real life But guess what That's only when you die cause they a rather see you on the ground than on your feet Growing up I ain't life lessons yeah All I had was depression that shit life threatening I don't like being on the phone and I don't like texting I roll my weed to ease the pain It became my obsession Everybody got they hand out needing something nowadays I don't like being around mufuckas that's why I'm far away Will we ever get back where we was I guess right now it's hard to say We been on and off for years girl it's time to give my heart a break Yeah cause no one else was there for you You was going through a lot so sometimes I would see it through You was competing with them hoes I don't know what you had to prove Don't judge me from my past cause back then we was still in school You gone miss me when I'm gone Nobody there for me sometimes I feel all alone I called you every night and you ain't never answer the phone Can't do no lil boy shit no more because a nigga all grown Don't need no one because I always got it on my own It was always something so I guess I should've known Some weed in the stu that's how I get in my zone My heart ain't pumping blood no more she turned this bitch to stone No telling what's on your mind Your mind Growing up I ain't have life lessons yeah All I had was depression that shit life threatening I don't like being on the phone and I don't like texting I roll my weed to ease the pain it became my obsession Everybody got they hand out needing something nowadays I don't like being around mufuckas that's why I'm far away Will we ever get back where we was I guess right now it's hard to say We been on and off years girl it's time to give my heart a break