Committed

You don't know how I feel Cause I'm just trying to heal And life makes me look like a fool Just trying to be cruel Bro look where I am in the world what a fool Come back I miss you you don't have a clue Been trying to reach you but I can't explain it The lonely in me wants to give you forgiveness Sometimes I think bout' the past for a minute It all seems so vague my intents were prolific I'm done with the way that my thoughts get so twisted Like what if those feelings just never existed Changing my ways and I'm truly committed Say what you want I'm no hero nor villain But it's so obvious that I'm conflicted Fighting monsters in my head I admit it I been here forever I'm looking to quit Same old agenda I'm losing my wit Feel like I'm failing an infinite quiz All of this madness just won't seem to end Writing to you I'm still sad I look at you I'm on cloud nine Still a victim of love it's a trap Climbing down to the ground like a vine You don't know how I feel Cause I'm just trying to heal And life makes me look like a fool Just trying to be cruel You don't know how I feel Cause I'm just trying to heal And life makes me look like a fool Just trying to be cruel Changing my ways and I'm truly committed Say what you want I'm no hero nor villain But it's so obvious that I'm conflicted Fighting monsters in my head I admit it I been here forever I'm looking to quit Same old agenda I'm losing my wit Feel like I'm failing an infinite quiz All of this madness just won't seem to end Writing to you I'm still sad I look at you I'm on cloud nine Still a victim of love it's a trap Climbing down to the ground like a vine You don't know how I feel Cause I'm just trying to heal And life makes me look like a fool Just trying to be cruel