Let Me Vent

How I let the stuff pass up?, Man, you should pity to me Let the pain cover my heart, I lost my dignity Never was made out for these feelings these people givin' me But i'll just put it all in a song, I hope you feelin' me Are you listening? Need to take flowers till my loved ones grave Need to move clouds from out the way to have a sunny day Need to take these chains off of my heart but the keys threw away I can have 24 reasons why I want to un-alive myself and fade away I'm weighted down by all my feelings Lost too many people so my heart never started healin' I lost my management, dawg my heart had dropped a lot of inches Then turned around and lost my cousin and made it shatter into pieces While I got the time, I wanna say I'm sorry to you, Pawpaw Melvin I couldn't even be there by yo' side, I miss you, Pawpaw Melvin You had pasts and your daughter face, that's tears, I would've melted But I'm glad I told you my last, I love you, I hope you let that set in It's a lot of stuff I wanna say because it hurt my soul Been betrayed, I say that a'lot because it hurt the most Had to witness my closest friends turn into snakes and foes Even that girl tried to do me bad, I just can't let that go Tell them boys, Why come for me when I ain't did a thing? I been tryna be cool for years, y'all pride won't let it swing I'll be alone, y'all try to take me out, man, it's a dirty game Let me stop before I start something, but I mean it, man