Fucked up

An everything's In front of me An I know I can have it If I just reach out an grab it It could grow like it's a money tree Yet I'm still stuck in these habits An My whole life has turn to tragic Baby girl I'm fucked Up Im here in the dark Just tryna find a way I know that I'm fucked up It's hard for me to see The things that you say I feel like you'll Lie Cheat  leave Anything you can To make the pain inflate Baby girl I'm fucked up I got all these demons That I can't lock away Baby girl my lucks up I been through it all An it just won't go away Ma ma ma My mind is fucked Up Overdosed on love Till my heart done ran away Yeah you might make it stay I ain't tryna play Got myself a car Tried to drive it off a plane Guess another day Woke up feeling fait Float past all emotions Like my boat can never sink Truth is it could break You say  you love me Do you know You in love with someone On his own All I know is pain An moving on Why are you still here what's going on Baby girl I'm fucked Up Im here in the dark Just tryna find a way I know that I'm fucked up It's hard for me to see The things that you say I feel like you'll Lie Cheat  leave Anything you can To make the pain inflate Baby girl I'm fucked up I got all these demons That I can't lock away Baby girl I'm fucked up Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Baby girl I'm fucked up Yeah Yeah Yeah Baby girl I'm fucked up Yeah Yeah Yeah Baby girl I'm fucked up An I feel like I'm drowning There's no coming back I might even snap All this pressure Got me in it bad Can you bring me back Felling lonely Even with the gang No one understand I'm a fighter Lock it down Cuz if you speak Then you in flames They can burn me down at the stack I got you with me So that means I got faith Anything they do If it offends you They won't stay Send em with a message That I'm back I'll see their face An everything's In front of me An I know I can have it If I just reach out an grab it It could grow like it's a money tree Yet I'm still stuck in these habits An My whole life has turn to tragic Baby girl I'm fucked Up Im here in the dark Just tryna find a way I know that I'm fucked up It's hard for me to see The things that you say I feel like you'll Lie Cheat  leave Anything you can To make the pain inflate Baby girl I'm fucked up I got all these demons That I can't lock away