Growing Pains

Done showing love I got my heart broken Keep a smile on my face But I'm not joken They say live it up everyday But I'm just coping Keep testing on my faith Yet I keep hoping I know, I can drown my pains Sitting in my whip While I watch the rain Knowing this ain't it But it's to hard to change Maybe I should quite But we are not the same No games This is real life These Growing pains Don't feel right Cuz every time I feel It don't feel nice Bring up my past Every time just trying to heel right Still Numbing out the pain Wit the hyrdocodone They say life is like a game I put mine in slow mo Cuz these scars Don't lie Almost lost my life I've done my time Why the f*ck I went ghost mode Had to cut off all the friends I was back on track again Solo nigga in a Benz Look like Louis Hamilton I'm racing through these challenges Feel like I'm overlapping him I'm heading to the top I can not afford to crash again Can't afford to take an L Can't risk it all to make a sell I risked it all and did it well They tested me I didn't tell Made it off the block Made it through a lot Manifested what I want To make it to the top I say, I'm done showing love Got broken Keep a smile on my face But I'm not joken They say live it up everyday But I'm just coping Keep testing on my faith Yet I keep hoping I know, I can drown my pains Sitting in my whip While I watch the rain Knowing this ain't it But it's to hard to change Maybe I should quite But we are not the same Oh I am not the same Oh I am not the same Oh I am not the same oh I am not the same