trust in who?

I would you give my all Never breaking your trust Least how I felt back then Always searching for mine Now I'm veering from what I really was I gave women empathy Looking back they had got everything Food may be money for what A piece of the pie I'm Just wasting my time Is it too late to find someone true I could love But that's back then Now a days I just been trashing People come and go like matches Flame go strong till it vanish Would've loved you till the day we die Would've loved with your baggage Now I'm just here living on with this lie Like I'm perfectly handling Things don't make sense where I'm going Things don't make sense where I'm going Things don't make sense where I'm going Going Going Things don't make sense where I'm going Things don't make sense where I'm going Things don't make sense where I'm going Going Going I would you give my all Never breaking your trust Least how I felt back then Always searching for mine Now I'm veering from what I really was I gave women empathy Lookin back they had got everything Food may be money for what A piece of the pie I'm Just wasting my time Is it too late to find someone true I could love Hope feeling gone Once again I've been fighting this fear Alone is forever Consuming the darkness that talk in my ear Was I not good for you ever I'd sit with intent all the shit That I'd hear Hope that you well or you better Cause you giving me hell while I gave you my tears Onto to the next Nah I'm breaking that trend Rather let women chase me My worth comes in a sec Shit don't break through yo bones It just hurt in yo head Rather be on my own Take no pain in the end