Scarred

My brain can't wrap itself around what my soul need Trapped inside a room with no doors dying slowly Love being alone hate feeling lonely Get full of drugs and fade away like Kobe One of One I'm a unknown breed Scarred since a young age they don't know the half All that I want imma go and grab Trade my feelings for some racks I don't want you back In a constant search for peace on the map But I can't seem to find it Thoughts stuck inside confinement My heart cold check the climate To the top where I'm climbing Started from the dirt turned to a diamond Imma always shine Call my phone hit decline Cause you know I'm on my grind Love fake I can see the signs Demons speaking in my mind I don't know they language Just know they tryna bring me anguish Wishing I was painless My brain can't wrap itself around what my soul need Trapped inside a room with no doors dying slowly Love being alone hate feeling lonely Get full of drugs and fade away like Kobe One of One I'm a unknown breed They'll never see who I am Drowning in waters of disasters wish there was a damn Gotta keep my head up stay un submerged Had to figure out me and you'll never work Chasing millions playing every angle like I'm Kurt Feeling like a fiend sipping lean popping perks Down bad I was feeling cursed Thankful even at my lowest it can always get worse Live for myself imma be on my own in that hurst This for the times they put me last fucked around sped up to first