State Of Mind

I'm tryin', I'm hopin' just going with the motion I'm tryin', I'm hopin' just going with the motion Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah What's meant for me gon' be mine In reality, success just a state of mind Wonder why you playin' with my heart wasted all my time Can't keep me trippin' over hoes focused on my grind Mama see her son a star she know that I'm gon' shine I be tryin' not to lose hope Seem like pain all I know Dark shroud round my spirit and it ain't letting go Ingesting different drugs till' it ain't no more From a different world I don't fit within these ropes Said you don't need me I done need ya neither Catch me gettin' full of drugs Bumping heart break songs from off my speaker Tried too many times to make it work And too many times it done left me hurt And I could never forget All the times you said that I wasn't shit Nothin' but a drug-addicted bum Ain't take the time to see my heart broken from the slums Now it's ashes on my fashion way we burn this money up Exotic narcotics sippin' out a double cup Know they hatin' on me and I never gave one f*ck Just gon' keep movin' how I move Everything to gain nothing to prove You not my brother no time to conversate if it ain't about the blues Can't see the endin' to my story where I lose They be actin' like my emotions ain't real All the times I've been attacked, I need a shield Pop these percocets cause I got too much pain to kill What's meant for me gon' be mine In reality, success just a state of mind Wonder why you playin' with my heart wasted all my time Can't keep me trippin' over hoes focused on my grind Mama see her son a star she know that I'm gon' shine