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I got my pearls on barbed wire How, can I deny her How, can I inspire What is it, you admire I am her You see the faces on the walls The only ones I recognize Facetiming me at hours Searching for my demise I've seen it in her eyes In her lies I've felt the highest highs And I've felt the lowest lows You trading evolution For designer clothes I'm getting oh so close I suppose I ain't sleeping these days I ain't eating these days I don't even see your face Even when I'm in your place, of rest Tighter gets my chest I was overly dedicated Heavily medicated Then I was replicated Now I'm just fucking faded Reminiscing of you Of who See I felt the fresher air When I was stood up there Wind, blowing in my hair Being pushed by my care Do you even care See I struggle and I stutter When your name is said See I struggle and I stutter Saying I wish you were dead Please tell me 'it was a dream Cause I just wanna scream You see, now I'm all alone Nobody, calling my phone I could disappear tonight And no, body would know Can you let me go Let me go I've been screaming your name I've been cutting myself Scarring your name's The only thing that ever helped The only thing I felt Cause you were like a symphony You were just a sin to me To put it simply Can you please come back home? Please come back home Home