Black & White I

I wish I could foresee the outcomes of my choices I'm sat in silence, yes, I'm drowning in voices I wanna buy you the world, and twenty Rolls Royce's Listen to old records and me it rejoices Romeo and Juliet sorry that I drank the juice Sealed my own fate with a beam and a noose But sure I said it before, there's no new news I want a house on the coast and a brand new pair of shoes Let me be completely honest lemme be open Forty minutes, head in the sink thinking of the ocean For this dream like reality took time and devotion This deadly emotion wore me down like erosion This record wont sell due to my taboo topics One day we'll have our day with a drink in the tropics Do you really know my aims?, have u looked through my optic? I may be neurotic, but just trust in the process Praying on my downfall don't make you religious I'd remake Ruthless just to see you relive this One, Four, Six, Four, Three, please understand those digits And if you don't, then know, I'm not tryna be malicious Listen to my intent, every word I vent I said what I meant, I give a hundred percent TBP I represent, fam, I'll give you every cent At least to some extent, its me I'm tryna prevent Everything they've said, I've already done it twice And if I didn't do it here, I did it in another life How can I be a king with no queen?, familial no wife Dance of my grave I'll take it all in my strife Sorry to those I've outrun its not my intention Sorry to my peers for writing songs in detention Sorry to my parents for repeated suspension Love those who hate me?, but I've got shitty retention it's Sleepy