my last longing ephemeral thing

I couldn't help but wonder How things would be if I wasn't at that place at that specific time If I didn't stop just so say goodbye I couldn't help but wonder How things would be if we didn't change If we lived today like yesterday All starts would be just a replay I couldn't help but wonder If every feeling it's worth to feel Every time spent with someone is good until it breaks you I couldn't help but wonder If everything is temporary why you're still lasting inside me You're the time that still passes by And also ended so quickly The dot that I add two more before finished The dream that I don't want to wake up You're the most real hoax that I believe A happy never after that I still wish You're my last longing ephemeral thing